How To Abundant

The more I progress on my spiritual journey, the more I feel the outside world crumble away, making way for an inner world immersed in beauty, magik, and infinity. The change in me is not subtle. I can see it in the image the outside world reflects back to me. I look out and I see everyone chasing some kind of abundance. People just want more of whatever it is they want.

But I’m learning something.

It’s only the ego that craves abundance. The Higher Self understands that physical abundance is just a 3D manifestation of the abundance in ourselves.

Sure, my ego wants stuff. More food, more money, more toys, but why? What do any of these things actually do for me? More food to keep me grounded in this matrix? More money to confuse me as to my actual worth? More toys to distract me from going inwards and discovering my true nature? It almost seems as if my ego wants to sabotage my spiritual progress.

Gasps! Who could imagine such a thing?

Yeah, that’s what it is. My ego wants desperately for me to stay here.

“Come, indulge yourself” it says, knowing I’ve endured a lifetime of matrix programming that demands I indulge every wanton desire.

“We’ve got cheesecakes to make you feel loved, we’ve got cash to make you feel powerful, we’ve even got movies to make you feel emotions.”

But it’s all fake. It’s fugazi. It’s not real. It’s illusion on a scale that would cause a mind to freak and Criss Angel to blush.

My Higher Self wants me to understand that I’m already all those things. I have it all inside of me. Fulfilling my desires is not a matter of plucking junk out of a matrix. It’s a matter of removing enough ego to make space to remember that my entire being IS pure abundance.

I’m not tied to any particular reality. I can ground myself in whatever reality I choose. My worth is not dependent on a dollar figure, it’s dependent on my belief that I am pure Source energy. I don’t need to be distracted. My inner world has everything I need to feel full and fulfilled.

So where am I at now? Do I shun the physical world and retreat to 24 hour a day meditation? I’m not there yet, but get back to me when I start teleporting into bank vaults. So I still want SOME food, SOME money, SOME toys, but I find myself caring less and less as the days go by.

The ego puts up its fight of course.

“Wait, you won’t be able to afford food! You’ll be homeless!”

But my Higher Self knows that’s not right. I can manifest and create anything I want in this dream reality, provided I stop listening to the ego. So that’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to allow the outside world to crumble and dissolve to pieces while I journey inwards to eviscerate every trace of ego control, like a shaman surgeon, until it’s just me standing before you, in my full light, in my full power, in my infinite Love, a glowing expression of pure Source energy.

Drop your ego and join me, won’t you?